"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni.."

"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni ate aj" said Bernard Ferrer, one of my blockmates and one of my closest friends.

Even Carlo agreed of what Bernie said and stated all the reasons why they said that. Well those statements really made me flattered, of course. But somehow, make me sad because the person I love is just taking me for granted, not even realizing my worth.

I became every guy's would be wishing for a girlfriend just to make you love me. But still you don't.

I don't know if he knows I'm pertaining to him and he would even be surprised if he discovered that he's the one I'm actually talking about. *sigh*

On my previous blogs, I already stated that I had given up already of what I feel for him. FLASHBACK: I got trashed when I confessed my love for him,elk. kaasar. ang kapal ng mukha. His reason: " I love her more than I love you." ARAY! wasak talaga ako dun. Oo. Alam ko minahal mo ako. But you never told me kung ano ba talga ako sa iyo. Ansabi mo lang "ewan". What the heck?!

Oh sige. Ganun pla. Edi inaccept ko because I don't want to force myself to the one-who's-loving-someone-else-but-saying-that-he-loves-me-but-does'nt-know-what-is-me-in-his-life (hindi namn gano mahaba eh noh?!) Malandi ka kasi. Yun ung mahirap sau. You're enjoying that someone is loving you while the girl you love doesn't love you back. And you're making a lot of girls as rebounds. And I am one of them.

I'm so tanga talga kasi until now, I can't forget what I feel for you. I'm living with all our sweet memories and can't even erase all your messages for me. Antanga ko kasi nagtapat ako sa'yo kahit sobrang hindi worth it. Alam ko alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. Huwag kang magmanhidmanhidan. Lagi mong sinasabing "manhid lang siguro talga ako". Marami kang nasaktan na girls dahil sa kamnhidan mo. hay..

I'M REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO GET OVER YOU. A lot of months had passed by already since the day I promised myself just to treat you as my brother.

Ang pagkakamali ko lang siguro ay sobrang naging mahalaga ka sa'kin ng hindi mo nalalaman.

I decided to blog what I feel thinking that it would help me to lose all those bitterness in me. Nang wala na din akong maitago. Hope that this would be the last blog I'll be talking about you.=(

sana, may mapagbalingan na ko ng pagmamahal ko na nasayang lang sa'yo.