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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni.."
"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni ate aj" said Bernard Ferrer, one of my blockmates and one of my closest friends.
Even Carlo agreed of what Bernie said and stated all the reasons why they said that. Well those statements really made me flattered, of course. But somehow, make me sad because the person I love is just taking me for granted, not even realizing my worth.
I became every guy's would be wishing for a girlfriend just to make you love me. But still you don't.
I don't know if he knows I'm pertaining to him and he would even be surprised if he discovered that he's the one I'm actually talking about. *sigh*
On my previous blogs, I already stated that I had given up already of what I feel for him. FLASHBACK: I got trashed when I confessed my love for him,elk. kaasar. ang kapal ng mukha. His reason: " I love her more than I love you." ARAY! wasak talaga ako dun. Oo. Alam ko minahal mo ako. But you never told me kung ano ba talga ako sa iyo. Ansabi mo lang "ewan". What the heck?!
Oh sige. Ganun pla. Edi inaccept ko because I don't want to force myself to the one-who's-loving-someone-else-but-saying-that-he-loves-me-but-does'nt-know-what-is-me-in-his-life (hindi namn gano mahaba eh noh?!) Malandi ka kasi. Yun ung mahirap sau. You're enjoying that someone is loving you while the girl you love doesn't love you back. And you're making a lot of girls as rebounds. And I am one of them.
I'm so tanga talga kasi until now, I can't forget what I feel for you. I'm living with all our sweet memories and can't even erase all your messages for me. Antanga ko kasi nagtapat ako sa'yo kahit sobrang hindi worth it. Alam ko alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. Huwag kang magmanhidmanhidan. Lagi mong sinasabing "manhid lang siguro talga ako". Marami kang nasaktan na girls dahil sa kamnhidan mo. hay..
I'M REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO GET OVER YOU. A lot of months had passed by already since the day I promised myself just to treat you as my brother.
Ang pagkakamali ko lang siguro ay sobrang naging mahalaga ka sa'kin ng hindi mo nalalaman.
I decided to blog what I feel thinking that it would help me to lose all those bitterness in me. Nang wala na din akong maitago. Hope that this would be the last blog I'll be talking about you.=(
sana, may mapagbalingan na ko ng pagmamahal ko na nasayang lang sa'yo.
newest single of David Cook "Light On"
LIGHT ON
Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone
You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone
Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone
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Monday, September 8, 2008
my 18th birthday =)
It wasn't the most extravagant debut anyone could ever have.. but it was the best birthday i've ever had!
I didn't know my birthday would be that happy..eh kasi namn 2 weeks before my birthday eh wala pa rin kaming plano ni mama..sobrang nalulungkot na talaga ako..akala ko..walang mangyayaring kakaiba sa bday ko eh it should be extraordinary sa lahat ng birthdays ko nga kasi it's my debut..
one week before my bday, sobrang nadedepressed na ko kasi wla pa kming pinaplano..hay..=( until August 24 (sunday) my parents asked me what's my request on my birthday.. aun! akala ko ala na silang pakialam eh! whew!
edi sabi ko..kahit wala ng handaan kasi super gahol na talga sa oras diba nman..besides, walang naprepare na budget sina mama kasi ung pang-debut ko dapat eh napunta sa pagpapagamot ng kuya ko..pero ok lang un..
my plan:
gusto ko makasama ko ung mga kaibigan ko.. eh ndi namn puedeng pagsabayin lahat ng friends ko noh! so prinopose ko sa mama ko na puedeng iba't-ibang celebration or day ang mangyayari per set of friends ko..aun.. pumayag.. so i had a 3-day celebration! yehey..
mas ok na rin un kasi kung samasama..ndi ko alam kung kanino ko ibibigay ung attention..plus imbes na magenjoy ako masstressed-out pa ko..haha..
and then from August 25-29..halos araw-araw na kong binabati ng mahal kong blockmates(A-101) ng advance happy bday..oh diba? nagcountdown talaga sila..and xempre saktong friday magiging bday ko kaya kinontrata na nila ko na cla dapat ang kasama ko on sept. 5..haha..xempre naman!
aun from sept. 1 to sept. 5- topic buong week sa room ung debut ko..haha..=)
sept. 3 (wednesday)- for the first time nagabsent ako sa NSTP class ko..shopping ang drama namin ni mama..un na ang pinakabonding ko with her and nagpaschedule ng pagpaparebond sa dermcare kinabukasan..
sept. 4- diretso sa Dermcare at nagpaganda..haha..=) at 11:00 pm na ko nakauwi..
sept. 5- the happiest day of my life (talaga?!) hehe.. pagpasok ko pa lang..napansin na nila ang biggest transformation ko..=) hehe.. and syempre i'm so touched kasi naman ung mga classmates ko nakasuot ng green, purple and pink (fave colors ko)..ansaya..aun..bati-bati.. at mukhang umaayon pa ang mga profs kasi sa 3 subjs. nmin for the day eh wala kaming ginawa..i've got time to take pics with each and everyone of A-101..xempre kasama si sir ian tabora..haha..=) and ndi pa nagsisismula ang kasiyahan ko nun ha..after IT subject, nagsimba kami sa Manila Cathedral.. ambabait talaga ng mga blockmates ko..sumama pa cla sa pagsimba ko..and then bonding na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohoo..bili muna ng new shoes sa dept. store..then, i treat them (xempre ung closest friends ko na sa A-101) sa Mcdo..haha..children's party? aun..and dun nila binigay ung mga gifts nila sakin..answeet.. grabe..with a giant card kung saan nakasulat lahat ng messages ng buong A-101..grabe..nagulat ako.. ndi namn cla handa noh..and ung manager ng Mcdo lumapit sakin at binigyan ako ng giant baloon..haha at sinulatan nila ulit ng messages..walng kasawasawa.. at after nun..kantahan na.. grabe..cmula ng lumipat ako ng Lyceum..ndi pa ko kumakanta sa maraming tao ulit..hehe..(ndi kasama ung pagkanta ko sa church ha) i miss that! and then aun nagwawala ung mga kasama ko sa karaoke..haha..kanyakanyang trip,,hehe..ui..andaming tinatamaan..haha.. and aun..habang nagyayari un skin sa SM Manila, nagcecelebrate namn ang family ko sa house kahit wala ako..haha..andaming handa kaso ndi ko natikman..haha.. when i got home? IT ENDED UP WITH A FRIDAY NIGHT PARTY!wohoo!
sept.6- bonding with my one and only penguin (with nat) sa SM marikina..haha..puro sm eh noh?akala mo sponsor..haha.. anyway, my penguin thought ndi ako naging masaya naming dalawa..ehem! tin, I want you to know na never akong nalungkot sa lahat ng time na magkasama tayo.. still no one can compare our friendship.. we'll be happy always.. salamt sa pagpapasaya sakin..sa kahit ano pano pang paraan, masaya ako basta ikaw kasama ko.. i love you pengs!
and then, diretso sa celebration sa choir sa bahay..paparty ni tito Ed for me!! yihee.. aun ballroomballroom cla.. at pagod na talaga ko..
sept. 7- i'm sick na talaga.. over-fatigue..grabe, pero kelangan ko pa rin magsimba early in the morning sa church nmin para tanggapin angt first sunday blessings..=) aun..ok nman kahit paos nakakanta pa rin ako..ansaya with special bday greetings pa from father.. i'm really so blessed!!!!! pag-uwi..extended kainan with my relatives.. yey! finally i can rest na..so kapagod pla magdebut..haha..=)
and the most of all, I wanna thank our Father Almighty for making my debut very special..=)
hope my wishes will come true!
I didn't know my birthday would be that happy..eh kasi namn 2 weeks before my birthday eh wala pa rin kaming plano ni mama..sobrang nalulungkot na talaga ako..akala ko..walang mangyayaring kakaiba sa bday ko eh it should be extraordinary sa lahat ng birthdays ko nga kasi it's my debut..
one week before my bday, sobrang nadedepressed na ko kasi wla pa kming pinaplano..hay..=( until August 24 (sunday) my parents asked me what's my request on my birthday.. aun! akala ko ala na silang pakialam eh! whew!
edi sabi ko..kahit wala ng handaan kasi super gahol na talga sa oras diba nman..besides, walang naprepare na budget sina mama kasi ung pang-debut ko dapat eh napunta sa pagpapagamot ng kuya ko..pero ok lang un..
my plan:
gusto ko makasama ko ung mga kaibigan ko.. eh ndi namn puedeng pagsabayin lahat ng friends ko noh! so prinopose ko sa mama ko na puedeng iba't-ibang celebration or day ang mangyayari per set of friends ko..aun.. pumayag.. so i had a 3-day celebration! yehey..
mas ok na rin un kasi kung samasama..ndi ko alam kung kanino ko ibibigay ung attention..plus imbes na magenjoy ako masstressed-out pa ko..haha..
and then from August 25-29..halos araw-araw na kong binabati ng mahal kong blockmates(A-101) ng advance happy bday..oh diba? nagcountdown talaga sila..and xempre saktong friday magiging bday ko kaya kinontrata na nila ko na cla dapat ang kasama ko on sept. 5..haha..xempre naman!
aun from sept. 1 to sept. 5- topic buong week sa room ung debut ko..haha..=)
sept. 3 (wednesday)- for the first time nagabsent ako sa NSTP class ko..shopping ang drama namin ni mama..un na ang pinakabonding ko with her and nagpaschedule ng pagpaparebond sa dermcare kinabukasan..
sept. 4- diretso sa Dermcare at nagpaganda..haha..=) at 11:00 pm na ko nakauwi..
sept. 5- the happiest day of my life (talaga?!) hehe.. pagpasok ko pa lang..napansin na nila ang biggest transformation ko..=) hehe.. and syempre i'm so touched kasi naman ung mga classmates ko nakasuot ng green, purple and pink (fave colors ko)..ansaya..aun..bati-bati.. at mukhang umaayon pa ang mga profs kasi sa 3 subjs. nmin for the day eh wala kaming ginawa..i've got time to take pics with each and everyone of A-101..xempre kasama si sir ian tabora..haha..=) and ndi pa nagsisismula ang kasiyahan ko nun ha..after IT subject, nagsimba kami sa Manila Cathedral.. ambabait talaga ng mga blockmates ko..sumama pa cla sa pagsimba ko..and then bonding na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohoo..bili muna ng new shoes sa dept. store..then, i treat them (xempre ung closest friends ko na sa A-101) sa Mcdo..haha..children's party? aun..and dun nila binigay ung mga gifts nila sakin..answeet.. grabe..with a giant card kung saan nakasulat lahat ng messages ng buong A-101..grabe..nagulat ako.. ndi namn cla handa noh..and ung manager ng Mcdo lumapit sakin at binigyan ako ng giant baloon..haha at sinulatan nila ulit ng messages..walng kasawasawa.. at after nun..kantahan na.. grabe..cmula ng lumipat ako ng Lyceum..ndi pa ko kumakanta sa maraming tao ulit..hehe..(ndi kasama ung pagkanta ko sa church ha) i miss that! and then aun nagwawala ung mga kasama ko sa karaoke..haha..kanyakanyang trip,,hehe..ui..andaming tinatamaan..haha.. and aun..habang nagyayari un skin sa SM Manila, nagcecelebrate namn ang family ko sa house kahit wala ako..haha..andaming handa kaso ndi ko natikman..haha.. when i got home? IT ENDED UP WITH A FRIDAY NIGHT PARTY!wohoo!
sept.6- bonding with my one and only penguin (with nat) sa SM marikina..haha..puro sm eh noh?akala mo sponsor..haha.. anyway, my penguin thought ndi ako naging masaya naming dalawa..ehem! tin, I want you to know na never akong nalungkot sa lahat ng time na magkasama tayo.. still no one can compare our friendship.. we'll be happy always.. salamt sa pagpapasaya sakin..sa kahit ano pano pang paraan, masaya ako basta ikaw kasama ko.. i love you pengs!
and then, diretso sa celebration sa choir sa bahay..paparty ni tito Ed for me!! yihee.. aun ballroomballroom cla.. at pagod na talaga ko..
sept. 7- i'm sick na talaga.. over-fatigue..grabe, pero kelangan ko pa rin magsimba early in the morning sa church nmin para tanggapin angt first sunday blessings..=) aun..ok nman kahit paos nakakanta pa rin ako..ansaya with special bday greetings pa from father.. i'm really so blessed!!!!! pag-uwi..extended kainan with my relatives.. yey! finally i can rest na..so kapagod pla magdebut..haha..=)
and the most of all, I wanna thank our Father Almighty for making my debut very special..=)
hope my wishes will come true!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
usapang payong..=)
last July, days before our field trip to Laguna, my mother bought me Fribella para gamitin ko (Xempre..hehe) sa trip nmin kung sakaling umulan..
unfortunately, after 3 days pa lang eh naiwan ko ung payong sa room.. tangatanga..nagpatuyo pa kasi ako eh..nakakainis nawala sa isip ko kaya nakauwi na ko.. walangyang bagyong Julian yan.haha..sabayan pa ng pagdating nina marvin at jolina(what the heck..haha) sa lyceum..pero in fairness ang pretty and ang bait tlaga ni jolens..wahaha..aun..tuluyan ng naglaho ang aking payong..hay..talagang pinuntahan ko pa ang janitor's office at security office dahil sa payong na yan..kaso wala na talaga..kung cno man ang kumuha nun..asar talaga
edi aun super natakot ako dahil sobrang sasapakin talaga ako ng nanay ko pag nalaman niang nwala ko ung investment na payong na yan..ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa Fibrella kung bkit ang mahal ng mga payong dun..wala namang ginto ung payong..haha=)
edi un..sobrang naloka talaga ko kung pano ko mapapalitan ung payong and kung pano ko sasabihin ng ndi ako magkakapasa sa mukha..wahahaha.. grabe! wala akong pera...wah..
edi nagdecide n lang akong bumili ng sarili ko..i bought this 150 pesos windproof umbrella sa sm manila dept. store..aysus! wala pa sa kalahati ng presyo ng payong na nawala ko..wahahaha..at xempre pinili ko ung kulay green kasi maganda xa sa mata ko..haha..eh maroon (hello?nanay ko kasi pumili) ung nwala kong payong..haha..
ndi ko na natupad na gayahin na lang ung color kasi ayaw ko naman talaga yung maroon..hehe..grabe..nagdaan ang napakaraming araw..tinatago ko ang nagbagong kulay ng payong kay mama para ndi nia malaman..haha..ndi ko pa rin sinasabi..
hanggang umabot sa 2 months..at nasabi ko na din sa wakas kay mama na nawala ko yung payong sa loob lmang ng 3 araw na pagakakabili namin,,haha.. AT HINDI SIYA NAGALIT!!!!
wahahaha..alam nio kung bakit? dahil bday ko na nun kinabukasan..wahahahahaha..
and now ndi na ko naguiguilty tuwing binubukas ko ung bago kong payong..wahaha..sa sobrang tuwa ko dahil hindi siya nagalit, pinili kong ikwento sa inyo..wahahahaha!
sana tinapos niyo tong wala kong kwentang blog..haha..
LESSON:
It's good to be free and true to anybody..haha..mahirap magtago ng kasalanan sa isang tao..
I'M NOT GUILTY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!wohooooooo..
unfortunately, after 3 days pa lang eh naiwan ko ung payong sa room.. tangatanga..nagpatuyo pa kasi ako eh..nakakainis nawala sa isip ko kaya nakauwi na ko.. walangyang bagyong Julian yan.haha..sabayan pa ng pagdating nina marvin at jolina(what the heck..haha) sa lyceum..pero in fairness ang pretty and ang bait tlaga ni jolens..wahaha..aun..tuluyan ng naglaho ang aking payong..hay..talagang pinuntahan ko pa ang janitor's office at security office dahil sa payong na yan..kaso wala na talaga..kung cno man ang kumuha nun..asar talaga
edi aun super natakot ako dahil sobrang sasapakin talaga ako ng nanay ko pag nalaman niang nwala ko ung investment na payong na yan..ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa Fibrella kung bkit ang mahal ng mga payong dun..wala namang ginto ung payong..haha=)
edi un..sobrang naloka talaga ko kung pano ko mapapalitan ung payong and kung pano ko sasabihin ng ndi ako magkakapasa sa mukha..wahahaha.. grabe! wala akong pera...wah..
edi nagdecide n lang akong bumili ng sarili ko..i bought this 150 pesos windproof umbrella sa sm manila dept. store..aysus! wala pa sa kalahati ng presyo ng payong na nawala ko..wahahaha..at xempre pinili ko ung kulay green kasi maganda xa sa mata ko..haha..eh maroon (hello?nanay ko kasi pumili) ung nwala kong payong..haha..
ndi ko na natupad na gayahin na lang ung color kasi ayaw ko naman talaga yung maroon..hehe..grabe..nagdaan ang napakaraming araw..tinatago ko ang nagbagong kulay ng payong kay mama para ndi nia malaman..haha..ndi ko pa rin sinasabi..
hanggang umabot sa 2 months..at nasabi ko na din sa wakas kay mama na nawala ko yung payong sa loob lmang ng 3 araw na pagakakabili namin,,haha.. AT HINDI SIYA NAGALIT!!!!
wahahaha..alam nio kung bakit? dahil bday ko na nun kinabukasan..wahahahahaha..
and now ndi na ko naguiguilty tuwing binubukas ko ung bago kong payong..wahaha..sa sobrang tuwa ko dahil hindi siya nagalit, pinili kong ikwento sa inyo..wahahahaha!
sana tinapos niyo tong wala kong kwentang blog..haha..
LESSON:
It's good to be free and true to anybody..haha..mahirap magtago ng kasalanan sa isang tao..
I'M NOT GUILTY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!wohooooooo..
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