audition freaks

I auditioned at AB Chorale. Though I've been through a lot of auditions already, I still can't avoid having jitters. I was really nervous yesterday while I was singing. I've been performing on stage since I was a grader but I still don't have to be assured that I was going to make it. I need prayers. I don't understand why I'm still having that audition hangovers after all those years. I wish I could do it.

mission accomplished!

I've done it! I really think how to do that homework and it really paid my effort! I've got the perfect score! hahaha! And I'm really proud of myself because I don't seek any help of my blockmates. I've done it myself and what have I got?! An achievement. It was really nice to accomplish something you don't expect you'll do. Just like what the famous line states "expect the unexpected". I appreciate it better when I least expect it. And one more thing I have learned I've already fought against minority!

hustle

How could you do an assignment if there is no further complete instructions? You have to do wild guessing to accomplish it.. *sigh* I can't find a way to finish it. Our teacher stated only that we have to do a graphical representation of literary genres. That's it. No more explanation. Some of my classmates tried to ask, but still we don't understand what to do. Yes.. it's a simple instruction but it was difficult to do because we don't have any clear idea about what does she want us to do.

extreme adjustment

I never think college life would that be so different from highschool life. I thought I can easily adjust but it was really a big mistake! I can still feel the hangover of being a highschool student. I can still remember how our teachers in highschool spoonfed us with our lessons, ordering us to copy lectures, projects and so on.. Now I realized that I really have to adjust well in order to cope up with my new world: the more serious one, and the more crucial one. I have to think more seriously now for my very own future. I should lessen my recreational activities now. All I have learned is I'm now taking up the consequences in order to reach my goals.