THANK GOD, I'm now a scholar!

hay..sa wakas, sinagot na ni Lord ang panalangin ko..at nagbunga na din ang aking pagsisikap sa pag-aaral..=)

My General Point Average is 1.51..that had granted me a partial scholarship..=) so i'll just have to pay the half of our tuition..

sayang nga lang kasi kung kasma sa pagcompute ng average ang grade ko sa NSTP, magiging 1.46 ang aking average which would qualify me sana as a FULL scholar. hay..

unfortunately..ndi pla kasma sa computation un..cinareer ko pa un..huhu..

and ang nakakainis lang..dahil lang sa sobra kong .01 ndi ako pinayagn maging full..hay..

ok lang..babawi na lang ako next sem.. i'll pursue the full scholarship..at least, mkktulong din ung partial scholarship smin..

hehe..gnun pla ang pakiramdam ng dean's lister,,nakakataba ng puso..parang masasabi mo n lng sa srili mo, "kaya ko pla yun?!".. Thank God tlga! di nia ko pinabayaan.. ngaun, may magandang part na sa transcript ko,,hehe..

and I wanna thank also the people who have been around me last sem..=) I enjoyed my studies. NEXT SEM ULI!!!!

hay..too bad nagkahiwahiwalay na ang A101..I'll miss our bondings guys!!

A-102 na ko..which is ok lang rin skin kasi mas maganda ang sked and kaclose ko ung mga tao dun kesa sa mga naiwan sa A101..except also for Carlo and other friends. hay.. loyal kasi kau sa 101..hehe..

ayan.. may sarili ng section ang ROYAL FAMILY..hehe go A102!!! wala na ang orig na 101..hinaluan na ng iba..kainis! hehe..

aun lang..part of me is excited to go back to school next friday but part of me is not, thinking that the people that i'll be dealing with will not be the real A101 that I loved anymore..hay..

may tanong ako..baka sakaling masagot niyo..

bakit kaya may mga taong dumarating lang sa buhay mo para paibigin ka?

pero pag nararamdaman niyang unti-unti ka ng nahuhulog sa kanya, bigla na lang siyang lalayo..

kayo, naramdaman nio na ba yun?

OLPHS (kiddie school) reunion organizer

aw!!! it's so superduper hard pla maging reunion organizer!!!! grr.. akalain mong nakayanan kong ndi mag-online for one whole week!!

grabe! Pero in fairness, nakakaenjoy din lalo na pag umo-oo silang sasama sila. Napakahirap nga lang maghagilap ng mga classmates mong 5 years mo ng hindi nakikita..antindi!

samu't saring reaksiyon kapag sumasagot ng telepono..may nagugulat, may hindi na ko kilala..hehe..ouch! at matatandaan na lang pag sinabi kong ako yung maliit nilang kaklase..haha..nakakaloka yun!!!

i have to think kung saang place and muntikan pang ganapin sa bahay nmin..buti na lang hindi..hassle yun..haha.. and I decided na maganda sa Rest house na may pool..enjoy yun! kaso ang mahal pero mukhang carry naman nmin(sana)..hahahaha..and dun na nga kmi..

hay..anyway..OLPHS stands for Our Lady of Perpetual Help School sa Santolan, Pasig City po iyon sa mga ndi nakakaalam.. And dun ako nag-aral for 2 years only.. Grade 5 and Grade 6..oh diba?! tapos ako pa nging organizer eh mas matagal silang nagkasama..hehe

pero ok lang..yahoo!!! excited na ko sa Oct.24!!!! makikita ko na sila ulit and makikita na din nila ko..nakakakaba..hehe..=)

ayun lang..matatapos na rin ang pagiging stressed-out ko dahil sa reunion na yan..bow..

newest milestone in my life

finals had just come and i'm really so excited because finally i'm officially a second year student!!!=)

well, that's the consequence of being a transferee.. i had to take all the minor subjects of all freshmen students taking up in lyceum.. but

MIND YOU, this has never been a regret for me because I really enjoyed my first sem as a Lycean! I'm so happy to meet the persons who have been very important to me in just a nick time.

Here's a list of unforgettable happenings in my life since I transferred:

1. I've become a part of class A101. love you guys!
2. I became the official "ate" aj of the class which is I think a good way for me to earn respect. I'm feeling the seniority of having experienced college life ahead of them.
3. I became the adviser of my closest friends to stay away from the college temptations. (hala..angel?!)
4. It's my very first time not to join any organizations in the university although I had to admit that I almost cry during the last day of the Lyceum Chorale's auditions. (mahirap pla pigilan ang passion)
5. I've got to focus with my studies and had a very good performance in class.
6. I realized that being an irreg is so enjoying!
7. I enjoyed my NSTP class. (halos lahat kami irreg)
8. It's my very first time to have a favorite professor.. I love you Ma'am Magno!!! I love english!!! (wish she could read this)
9. I celebrated the happiest birthday of my life with my blockmates!!! My debut!
10. I experienced my first time to report in class! wahahaha
11. I've known my hipag, Kris.
12. I've known my newest guy bestfriend, Carlo!!! yikee
13. I had my first experience in water rafting!
14. I had climbed the fatal lake Yambo at Laguna. (wahat a muddy and risky experience)
15. I had climbed Mt. Samat and had the same feeling when you reached the top of Statue of Liberty. (hala..pano ko nalaman?)
16. I became the choreographer of our class for our PE finals!
17. I explored the historical Intramuros.
18. I memorized the locations of all shops in SM Manila and went to Robinson's Place Manila for the very first time.
19. My USB flashdrive had a virus because of the computer in our classroom. (grr..)
20. My lowest midterm grade is 1.5!!! (wish I could be a scholar)

wohoo..Thank You Lord, for making all of these happened. I feel so blessed with all the things in my life now. Sana next sem, ganun pa rin. I can't believe na within 5 months, parang andamidami ng nangyari.

And nalulungkot ako kasi time will come na hihiwalayan ko din ang A-101. *sigh*

Thank You for letting me share all my talents and knowledge. There are more semesters to come pa. Kaya ko 'to!

TIRANAMIN TO (japanese cuisine) =) pls. read hehe

if you wanna listen to "light on" of david cook

click this link:

http://www.popeater.com/music/article/exclusive-david-cook-turns-the-light-on/185647

"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni.."

"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni ate aj" said Bernard Ferrer, one of my blockmates and one of my closest friends.

Even Carlo agreed of what Bernie said and stated all the reasons why they said that. Well those statements really made me flattered, of course. But somehow, make me sad because the person I love is just taking me for granted, not even realizing my worth.

I became every guy's would be wishing for a girlfriend just to make you love me. But still you don't.

I don't know if he knows I'm pertaining to him and he would even be surprised if he discovered that he's the one I'm actually talking about. *sigh*

On my previous blogs, I already stated that I had given up already of what I feel for him. FLASHBACK: I got trashed when I confessed my love for him,elk. kaasar. ang kapal ng mukha. His reason: " I love her more than I love you." ARAY! wasak talaga ako dun. Oo. Alam ko minahal mo ako. But you never told me kung ano ba talga ako sa iyo. Ansabi mo lang "ewan". What the heck?!

Oh sige. Ganun pla. Edi inaccept ko because I don't want to force myself to the one-who's-loving-someone-else-but-saying-that-he-loves-me-but-does'nt-know-what-is-me-in-his-life (hindi namn gano mahaba eh noh?!) Malandi ka kasi. Yun ung mahirap sau. You're enjoying that someone is loving you while the girl you love doesn't love you back. And you're making a lot of girls as rebounds. And I am one of them.

I'm so tanga talga kasi until now, I can't forget what I feel for you. I'm living with all our sweet memories and can't even erase all your messages for me. Antanga ko kasi nagtapat ako sa'yo kahit sobrang hindi worth it. Alam ko alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. Huwag kang magmanhidmanhidan. Lagi mong sinasabing "manhid lang siguro talga ako". Marami kang nasaktan na girls dahil sa kamnhidan mo. hay..

I'M REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO GET OVER YOU. A lot of months had passed by already since the day I promised myself just to treat you as my brother.

Ang pagkakamali ko lang siguro ay sobrang naging mahalaga ka sa'kin ng hindi mo nalalaman.

I decided to blog what I feel thinking that it would help me to lose all those bitterness in me. Nang wala na din akong maitago. Hope that this would be the last blog I'll be talking about you.=(

sana, may mapagbalingan na ko ng pagmamahal ko na nasayang lang sa'yo.