if you wanna listen to "light on" of david cook

click this link:

http://www.popeater.com/music/article/exclusive-david-cook-turns-the-light-on/185647

"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni.."

"Sana lahat ng babae katulad ni ate aj" said Bernard Ferrer, one of my blockmates and one of my closest friends.

Even Carlo agreed of what Bernie said and stated all the reasons why they said that. Well those statements really made me flattered, of course. But somehow, make me sad because the person I love is just taking me for granted, not even realizing my worth.

I became every guy's would be wishing for a girlfriend just to make you love me. But still you don't.

I don't know if he knows I'm pertaining to him and he would even be surprised if he discovered that he's the one I'm actually talking about. *sigh*

On my previous blogs, I already stated that I had given up already of what I feel for him. FLASHBACK: I got trashed when I confessed my love for him,elk. kaasar. ang kapal ng mukha. His reason: " I love her more than I love you." ARAY! wasak talaga ako dun. Oo. Alam ko minahal mo ako. But you never told me kung ano ba talga ako sa iyo. Ansabi mo lang "ewan". What the heck?!

Oh sige. Ganun pla. Edi inaccept ko because I don't want to force myself to the one-who's-loving-someone-else-but-saying-that-he-loves-me-but-does'nt-know-what-is-me-in-his-life (hindi namn gano mahaba eh noh?!) Malandi ka kasi. Yun ung mahirap sau. You're enjoying that someone is loving you while the girl you love doesn't love you back. And you're making a lot of girls as rebounds. And I am one of them.

I'm so tanga talga kasi until now, I can't forget what I feel for you. I'm living with all our sweet memories and can't even erase all your messages for me. Antanga ko kasi nagtapat ako sa'yo kahit sobrang hindi worth it. Alam ko alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. Huwag kang magmanhidmanhidan. Lagi mong sinasabing "manhid lang siguro talga ako". Marami kang nasaktan na girls dahil sa kamnhidan mo. hay..

I'M REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO GET OVER YOU. A lot of months had passed by already since the day I promised myself just to treat you as my brother.

Ang pagkakamali ko lang siguro ay sobrang naging mahalaga ka sa'kin ng hindi mo nalalaman.

I decided to blog what I feel thinking that it would help me to lose all those bitterness in me. Nang wala na din akong maitago. Hope that this would be the last blog I'll be talking about you.=(

sana, may mapagbalingan na ko ng pagmamahal ko na nasayang lang sa'yo.

newest single of David Cook "Light On"

LIGHT ON

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

got this from DavidCookOfficial.com

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my 18th birthday =)

It wasn't the most extravagant debut anyone could ever have.. but it was the best birthday i've ever had!

I didn't know my birthday would be that happy..eh kasi namn 2 weeks before my birthday eh wala pa rin kaming plano ni mama..sobrang nalulungkot na talaga ako..akala ko..walang mangyayaring kakaiba sa bday ko eh it should be extraordinary sa lahat ng birthdays ko nga kasi it's my debut..

one week before my bday, sobrang nadedepressed na ko kasi wla pa kming pinaplano..hay..=( until August 24 (sunday) my parents asked me what's my request on my birthday.. aun! akala ko ala na silang pakialam eh! whew!

edi sabi ko..kahit wala ng handaan kasi super gahol na talga sa oras diba nman..besides, walang naprepare na budget sina mama kasi ung pang-debut ko dapat eh napunta sa pagpapagamot ng kuya ko..pero ok lang un..

my plan:
gusto ko makasama ko ung mga kaibigan ko.. eh ndi namn puedeng pagsabayin lahat ng friends ko noh! so prinopose ko sa mama ko na puedeng iba't-ibang celebration or day ang mangyayari per set of friends ko..aun.. pumayag.. so i had a 3-day celebration! yehey..

mas ok na rin un kasi kung samasama..ndi ko alam kung kanino ko ibibigay ung attention..plus imbes na magenjoy ako masstressed-out pa ko..haha..

and then from August 25-29..halos araw-araw na kong binabati ng mahal kong blockmates(A-101) ng advance happy bday..oh diba? nagcountdown talaga sila..and xempre saktong friday magiging bday ko kaya kinontrata na nila ko na cla dapat ang kasama ko on sept. 5..haha..xempre naman!

aun from sept. 1 to sept. 5- topic buong week sa room ung debut ko..haha..=)

sept. 3 (wednesday)- for the first time nagabsent ako sa NSTP class ko..shopping ang drama namin ni mama..un na ang pinakabonding ko with her and nagpaschedule ng pagpaparebond sa dermcare kinabukasan..
sept. 4- diretso sa Dermcare at nagpaganda..haha..=) at 11:00 pm na ko nakauwi..

sept. 5- the happiest day of my life (talaga?!) hehe.. pagpasok ko pa lang..napansin na nila ang biggest transformation ko..=) hehe.. and syempre i'm so touched kasi naman ung mga classmates ko nakasuot ng green, purple and pink (fave colors ko)..ansaya..aun..bati-bati.. at mukhang umaayon pa ang mga profs kasi sa 3 subjs. nmin for the day eh wala kaming ginawa..i've got time to take pics with each and everyone of A-101..xempre kasama si sir ian tabora..haha..=) and ndi pa nagsisismula ang kasiyahan ko nun ha..after IT subject, nagsimba kami sa Manila Cathedral.. ambabait talaga ng mga blockmates ko..sumama pa cla sa pagsimba ko..and then bonding na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohoo..bili muna ng new shoes sa dept. store..then, i treat them (xempre ung closest friends ko na sa A-101) sa Mcdo..haha..children's party? aun..and dun nila binigay ung mga gifts nila sakin..answeet.. grabe..with a giant card kung saan nakasulat lahat ng messages ng buong A-101..grabe..nagulat ako.. ndi namn cla handa noh..and ung manager ng Mcdo lumapit sakin at binigyan ako ng giant baloon..haha at sinulatan nila ulit ng messages..walng kasawasawa.. at after nun..kantahan na.. grabe..cmula ng lumipat ako ng Lyceum..ndi pa ko kumakanta sa maraming tao ulit..hehe..(ndi kasama ung pagkanta ko sa church ha) i miss that! and then aun nagwawala ung mga kasama ko sa karaoke..haha..kanyakanyang trip,,hehe..ui..andaming tinatamaan..haha.. and aun..habang nagyayari un skin sa SM Manila, nagcecelebrate namn ang family ko sa house kahit wala ako..haha..andaming handa kaso ndi ko natikman..haha.. when i got home? IT ENDED UP WITH A FRIDAY NIGHT PARTY!wohoo!

sept.6- bonding with my one and only penguin (with nat) sa SM marikina..haha..puro sm eh noh?akala mo sponsor..haha.. anyway, my penguin thought ndi ako naging masaya naming dalawa..ehem! tin, I want you to know na never akong nalungkot sa lahat ng time na magkasama tayo.. still no one can compare our friendship.. we'll be happy always.. salamt sa pagpapasaya sakin..sa kahit ano pano pang paraan, masaya ako basta ikaw kasama ko.. i love you pengs!
and then, diretso sa celebration sa choir sa bahay..paparty ni tito Ed for me!! yihee.. aun ballroomballroom cla.. at pagod na talaga ko..

sept. 7- i'm sick na talaga.. over-fatigue..grabe, pero kelangan ko pa rin magsimba early in the morning sa church nmin para tanggapin angt first sunday blessings..=) aun..ok nman kahit paos nakakanta pa rin ako..ansaya with special bday greetings pa from father.. i'm really so blessed!!!!! pag-uwi..extended kainan with my relatives.. yey! finally i can rest na..so kapagod pla magdebut..haha..=)

and the most of all, I wanna thank our Father Almighty for making my debut very special..=)

hope my wishes will come true!

usapang payong..=)

last July, days before our field trip to Laguna, my mother bought me Fribella para gamitin ko (Xempre..hehe) sa trip nmin kung sakaling umulan..

unfortunately, after 3 days pa lang eh naiwan ko ung payong sa room.. tangatanga..nagpatuyo pa kasi ako eh..nakakainis nawala sa isip ko kaya nakauwi na ko.. walangyang bagyong Julian yan.haha..sabayan pa ng pagdating nina marvin at jolina(what the heck..haha) sa lyceum..pero in fairness ang pretty and ang bait tlaga ni jolens..wahaha..aun..tuluyan ng naglaho ang aking payong..hay..talagang pinuntahan ko pa ang janitor's office at security office dahil sa payong na yan..kaso wala na talaga..kung cno man ang kumuha nun..asar talaga

edi aun super natakot ako dahil sobrang sasapakin talaga ako ng nanay ko pag nalaman niang nwala ko ung investment na payong na yan..ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa Fibrella kung bkit ang mahal ng mga payong dun..wala namang ginto ung payong..haha=)

edi un..sobrang naloka talaga ko kung pano ko mapapalitan ung payong and kung pano ko sasabihin ng ndi ako magkakapasa sa mukha..wahahaha.. grabe! wala akong pera...wah..

edi nagdecide n lang akong bumili ng sarili ko..i bought this 150 pesos windproof umbrella sa sm manila dept. store..aysus! wala pa sa kalahati ng presyo ng payong na nawala ko..wahahaha..at xempre pinili ko ung kulay green kasi maganda xa sa mata ko..haha..eh maroon (hello?nanay ko kasi pumili) ung nwala kong payong..haha..

ndi ko na natupad na gayahin na lang ung color kasi ayaw ko naman talaga yung maroon..hehe..grabe..nagdaan ang napakaraming araw..tinatago ko ang nagbagong kulay ng payong kay mama para ndi nia malaman..haha..ndi ko pa rin sinasabi..

hanggang umabot sa 2 months..at nasabi ko na din sa wakas kay mama na nawala ko yung payong sa loob lmang ng 3 araw na pagakakabili namin,,haha.. AT HINDI SIYA NAGALIT!!!!

wahahaha..alam nio kung bakit? dahil bday ko na nun kinabukasan..wahahahahaha..

and now ndi na ko naguiguilty tuwing binubukas ko ung bago kong payong..wahaha..sa sobrang tuwa ko dahil hindi siya nagalit, pinili kong ikwento sa inyo..wahahahaha!

sana tinapos niyo tong wala kong kwentang blog..haha..

LESSON:
It's good to be free and true to anybody..haha..mahirap magtago ng kasalanan sa isang tao..

I'M NOT GUILTY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!wohooooooo..

I-PHONE ON GLOBE

got this article from globe's website. ang galing! globe ang nakakuha ng distribution ng i-phone.
Whew! i thought smart na ang makakakuha eh..=)

Globe Telecom to Bring iPhone 3G to the Philippines on August 22

MANILA – August 6, 2008 – Globe Telecom today announced that it will bring iPhone 3G to the Philippines on August 22. iPhone 3G combines all the revolutionary features of iPhone plus 3G networking that is twice as fast*, built-in GPS for expanded location-based mobile services, and iPhone 2.0 software which includes support for Microsoft Exchange ActiveSync and runs hundreds of third party applications available through the new App Store.

“We are very excited to launch iPhone 3G here in the Philippines. Beginning August 22, Globe is bringing to the Filipinos the best browsing experience through the revolutionary iPhone 3G on our 3G/HSDPA network,” said Gerardo C. Ablaza Jr., president and CEO of Globe Telecom.

Globe will be offering special post paid plans that will allow consumers to experience the exciting features of iPhone 3G. These special plans will come with free local mobile internet hours and free Wi-Fi browsing hours (in areas covered by Globe Wireless Internet Zones). This, together with Globe’s call and text rates, ensures excellent connectivity. iPhone 3G will also be available on existing Globe tariff plans.

Consumers interested in purchasing iPhone 3G with Globe postpaid and prepaid offers are encouraged to start making their reservations beginning August 6 by calling Globe’s 24-Hour Call-in Service via landline (632)7301000 or 211 via toll-free mobile or visiting www.iphone3g.globe.com.ph.

iPhone 3G operates on Wi-Fi, EDGE and 3G networks to give the best e-mail, web browsing, search and maps applications for a mobile phone. 3G provides the subscriber faster access to the Internet as well as the capability to transmit and receive data in various forms such as photos, video and audio.

Globe Telecom is a leading telecommunications company in the Philippines with more than 21 million mobile subscribers. As a pioneer, Globe continues to be a part of the revolution that’s connecting millions of people across the country and around the world. Beyond technology, Globe’s business is truly shaped by the bonds that tie Filipinos together. Communications is ultimately about relationships, and this drives the company to innovate and constantly find easy and relevant ways to enrich people’s lives.

want to know me??

i got this one because of cheska..thanks!

Anna Jean is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Anna Jean will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Anna Jean an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Anna Jean is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Anna Jean is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Anna Jean doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Anna Jean is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Anna Jean is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Anna Jean has a desire for attention. People around Anna Jean will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

In reference to Anna Jean's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Anna Jean slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Anna Jean can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Anna Jean is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Anna Jean basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Anna Jean is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Anna Jean is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Anna Jean changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Anna Jean feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Anna Jean has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Anna Jean exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Anna Jean allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Anna Jean has a vivid imagination.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Anna Jean has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Anna Jean fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Anna Jean has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Anna Jean just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Anna Jean finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

OH MY.. THIS WAS CREEPY..THE LAST ONE MEJO CONTRAST XA SKIN..PERO BAKA NUNG BATA AKO GANUN AKO..HEHE..ANYWAY..THIS IS GOOD I'VE GOT TO REALIZE SOME OF MY NEGATIVE TRAITS..TRY THIS!=)